its been long......

i didnt noe wat to blog abt actuali.....

k the previous post was to b secret as i tot ppl migth think tt my blog went dead n nvr go to my blog...

but i was superb wrong....

adk,leha,bob,yanti,iya all of them knew abt it........
k la aper2 jek......

idk whether im taking this as rushing or as slow as possible....
well im confuse with my feelings...
idk...
i love hym yet im still ragu2 nk nn dier...
i just knew hym...
i dont reali know hu he is........
i noe alot mof things abt his past tt reali scared me...
n i wan to help hym in changing hymself to b a better prsn...
i reali hope i cn....
well....
i m reali confuse n scared...
i had failed in love alot...
n now it reali makes me feel so scared to fall in love again...
i had a hard tym...
seriously...
im just so confuse by u....
i reali wish i culd figure all tiz things asap...

gtg..........
my week is spent with my loves ones at the beach...
when will the rest ever join us back lyk last tym....