190908 was a very normal day for me... i had been ignoring ppl's msgs... dun noe y... i told mama that i wan to bake cookies for raya...she firstly oojected... then after telling her that she shld noe dat her lovely daugther had a very buzi lyf n wuld hav no tym to do some other days she agreed... so went off to hg mall at 5(since i woke up at 5) bougth stuff at red man n fair price...
after breaking fast, started to bake...new sis in law was shocked wen i say i wanted to bake... starting i was completely wrong... i was suppose to add butter,sugar and vanilla essence but instead i put flour,sugar n vanilla. i stare hard wen it didnt turn out welll stupid of me isnt it??? well to tell u honestly it turn up well.instead it was nice... how i knew??? i asked mama n baba opinion... they both said the same thing.... haha... i juz finish baking the cookies... i haven washed the utensils yet... if onli mama was awake i wuld b fuck with her for not washing the dishes... haha...
in school... it suckz... i knew u both are juz so close.... closer than me and you. i sounded jealous... hell yeah i am who wuldnt??? a fren that had been yours suddenly have another perfect fren in lyf... but culdnt u juz tink of wat i feel??? knew u long enuf... then somebody else came into ur lyf n change the whole thing...wtf??? i dun relly care now... coz we are getting far apart.... "******** follow me go buy shirt" wtf we are going to the same thing...its ok if u dun wan go with me... i have soo many other frens... thankz alot fren... i sacrifise alot to you... i stay away frm u when he ask to i never interfere in your lyf... i advised u too many tyms bt it is a waste coz u wuldnt listen.. i go with u wen u noe its hurtful enuf to see them together...
suddenly u changed...
for 5 years n nw everything changes... u found an one n onli fren that culd understand u,stay by ur side in every crisis u had in lyf... jokin advises that u wuld prefer to listen to...
never mind... i had enuf... from now on... i shall keep silence... never to advise u on anything anymore... i dun wish to do so anyway...
b, im sorie for lying abt my feelings... but i still lurp u.... i cnt bear losing a great,wonderful bf lyk u...
moody these few day... myb alot of things happening n changing my lyf... k gtg...to wash the dish...
