peeps it has been long tym since i blog...
i had alot of things to tell..
i dunch noe where to start...
i am total completely had to bear all the trouble that i created in my lyf...
i neva had the fucking chance to let uot my bottled feeligs...
coz no one wuld eva wan to hear mie out...
my bestie got to noe of what had happen...
the two timing situation i m in...
i fucking confuse...
i cnt takle it animor...
i feel lyk letting the both of them go..
i dunoe...
wen bestie got to noe,she went completely speechless...
she hated that guy(fucking sorie to tell)
she said she culdnt trust ani of the n.a guys since the thing abt her n her ex...
it was totally upseting loving a guy whom ur bestie hated most...
the other guy??
im speechless..so many things hapened...
hated those daes wen i got to noe that he lied to mie...
its so painful...
until now i cnt seem to forget n forgave hym...
the way he treated mie...
going clubbings,lepakz wif his frenz n totally forgetting mie...
u tink im a total idiot ehk???
dont u even take out ur fon once in a while???
i dun believe it...its ridiculors...
everytime wen u were wif mie,ur goddamn fon is on ur fucking hand...
u wanna lied??
it had already been 9 mnths n going to 10 soon...
i gad tolerated all of tiz bt i cant seem to realli hold on ani longer...
no one culd undastand wat fucking thing im goin tru in my lyf...
she hated hym...
so du i...
i hated her guy alot!!!
bt did i complaint???
kapish!!
i hell did nt...
omgod...
i had alot of trouble..
cn anione hepl mie???
none...i noe...None...
neymind i tink i cn still handle everiting without getting angry...
