pppfffffffffffttttttttttt!!
i had enuf...everiting seems goin down...
sick n tired of my fucking lyf...
it cant be as normal u noe...
every min, every sec,every hr,every single ting in my lyf kept tinking of late bro...
its damn hard ting to accept..
kip tinking its fantasi...
but hell no..
it isnt
he,god bless hym,had gone forever....
never returning or cuming back...
hated to accept tat bloody farking fact!!!
pissed off wit myself...
pissed of wit the ppl ard mie...
keep giving mie empty promises...
hated promises...
it neva reali cum true u noe...
cheaters,liars,backstabbers,hypocrites r neve ever gona b forgiven
tey cn giv a fucking goodbye to their apologies...

he tinks i giv a god damn ting if he ask hys bloody bitch galfren to msg mie
i m nt even jealous bt i fucking happie cz no one is gg to disturb my incomplete lyf rty now..
fuckers,suckers cn go and die...
i dun cr of your presence...

the fucking guy...
as if i cr he had a chi g-f...
ppl keep telling mie abt her...
wat i fucking care...
hes a nobody to mie...
broken our frenship ties wif hym...
so ppl dun talk to mie bout hym if u dun wana get urself in trouble...

frez surrounding mie...
im sorie...i had my mood swings qiute often..
dun reali noe y...
i kind off pissed off..
i feel lyk punching ppl...
so ani kind soul are willing to sacrifise urself???

ystd wen out wif N****
he was super late!!! 1h 15mins had to waited...
hys cuzzie came over...
watch movie,DOOMSDAY!!
its disgusting...
eeeeeeeewww!!!yuck! cn see ppl head being chop off...
hated it...
after dat trserempak wif his frenz,rockers
well cnt suite myself wif them...
tried communicating bt i feel akward...
well
i guess they dun lyk hym being wif mie...
pfft!!!
wanted to tell bt i scared hurt his feelings...

sis in law found out i smoking n smoked
she didnt scold
bt i kena interview...
ask y...
i told her dat i was stess n the tingy bout my bro affected mie deep n alot....

peepz!!! im sorie tried controlling bt cnt...

btw......
if u cnt keep secrets dun talk to mie coz i have alot of secrets to tell.
if u cnt keep ur promises den dun giv me empty n lame promises...

lastly i dun tink i will update fr a long fucking tym...im still upset!!!

may god bless bro...amin...
lots of love frm mie
azura