my lyf is rocky...
after breaking up with najib ishak...
n being fucked by hym upside down...
being called a sundal haram n saying abt my bro n mom n mamaaji...
i wanted to get to noe more abt hym...
but todays all those laugther that we share just disappear...
i hate loving ppl...
i hate confessing...
i just love to love somone secretly rather thatn telling u dat i love u...
argh...
hekk shit...
my lfy as a single lAdy is a waste...
i just pray n hope everythings gona b all rigth n ok...
god bless me will u n show me the rigth path...
thank u....
i dunoe y in every fucking relationship or wat so ever that go to do with guys...
im always the dumd one...
i broke off tinking that i and u wuld b closer n myb get together...
lyk wat u said...
but i dun tink soo now....
im the one at fault...
u kept saying dat u didnt wan to b lyk the rest....
got dump bcoz i had other guys in my fucking lyf...
but i tried not contacting ani other fuckinga sshole guys except for your blood brother n of course my fellow fernvale babis guys...
i hate noeing dat u didnt trust wat ever shit i had been telling u...
its bloody unfair...
for goodness sake,im trying my bloody fuckking best to b faithful...
u said that u wuldnt be lyk my x that alwaes accusing dat im having another guy...
which i did after he kept accusing me for lyk the whole fucking days we had been meeting...
fuck lar...
im hurt
h:klau gitu kau tkya matair dgn alu la...aku ttknk kau main blakang aku...h:asl kau cry?zura,klau kte matair n kau pk yg kte tk akan lama,ders no use klau kte go on...i was alrdy fucking asleep...to tired of everyting...the next bloody morning....i msg-ed n say that aku tknk kau anta alek...kau tny asl aku kate nta juz dat i wan to go home myself...which is sooo fucking not true...i was actuali hurt by ur sms ystdy....i sighed...u ask y...i said ntg...then u saidh:nta kau...mcm tiba2 ckp gtu..aku rasa mcm ada benda yg tk kene sey...zura,terus terang nye bbl,kau ada contact laki lain ehk?juz tell me the truth...aku tk akn marahpsl kte blum agi matair...then later on u msged saying u want to cancel our miting...dat i was reali looking forward to n hoping to mit u...u said u had no mood...beh aku mcmner???i m upset sey....hairil if oni i cnt xpress every fucking thind to u...on how i feel...iaku syg kau...kau tau tk??p...........................................aghx forget it....
